Friday, 7 October 2011

Hungerford Photos

General Photos 

Averil's house
 Side of house
Dad's room
My room
Garden - misty morning
The church next door
Garden trees - colour enhanced
Garden flowers - colour enhanced
Averil's singing cat
Always guarding the stairs
Miaaw!
...and the mist clears
House and church
Leaving for Oxford...

And some more, upright photos

A giraffe in England?
Of to work...
The church from the gate
Aren't I the cutest?

Thursday, 6 October 2011

The flights and arrival in the UK

I've said it before, but again I want to apologise for not giving any detailed blog updates since I left. The last week has been very busy, but at last I have some time to spare.

I'll start by telling you a little about my flight to Oxford. I've already posted some of the photos, so here's the "story" that goes along with it.

On Wed 21 Sept, my dad and I left Durban airport just after 6 pm. Aunty Margie, my mum and Keith went with us to the airport. We had  farewell beverages at Milky Lane (my last Milky Lane for a while), and then checked in to international departures. For some reason, we were sent to the Business Class aisle, so we got "Business Class" labels on our hand-luggage even though we didn't fly business class. The international departures section of the airport was very disappointing. It has exactly one duty-free shop with curios, perfumes and alcohol, a Fego coffee shop and some bar thing. That was all.

Dad and I had croissants at the Fego and then made our way down to the waiting area. We finally got to see the ever elusive UShaka International runway :-P

Dad and I were seated on the left two of the four middle aisle seats. Not the best spot, but it could have been worse. There wasn't much to see, as it was already dark - just some runway lights. The TV screens on the back of the seats in front of us, showed a map with our location.

One of the most exciting things was watching the little plane on the screen move up along Africa. We would also get periodic updates of the altitude, outside temperature and speed of the plane (which were almost constant when once we reached a certain height). For some odd reason, I hadn't thought that we'd stick to the African coast, but of course it makes sense that we did. We flew over Mozambique, Malawi, Tanzania, Kenya and Somalia. Somalia seemed to take forever to cross. Somewhere over Somalia or just before (at about 8.30, which was very late for me) we were brought dinner. It was a relatively good (small-scale) three course meal with a fish starter, a choice of mains, a cake for pudding and cheese and biscuits. Once we crossed out into the gulf of Akbar, I ceased to follow the map and tried to get some sleep.

One important lesson I learnt from my flight: If you are a chronic insomniac flying for 20 hours - don't make the first leg of your journey overnight. You will not get any sleep.

I tried listening to some music on my cellphone and even listening to radio, but I couldn't drift off. While in theory it was possible to recline one's seat, you couldn't do it without landing on top of the person behind you. I usually fall asleep on my side, but there wasn't leg room for turning, so I had to lie in the upright position.

Some of you will remember that I ha had a bad throat before I left. Well I was still a little fluey on the day of the flight so we went to ask a chemist (pharmacist) for advice on what I should do so my ears didn't hurt to much from the pressure changes. He advised me to take Actifed. It worked well - so well in fact that it not only cleared my ears, but dried up my nose - too much. When you're in an aeroplane at however many thousand metres with an air-conditioner at full blast, you really don't want an overly dry nose. I've experienced a similar thing on my two visits to Jo'burg. I usually find a damp facecloth over my nose and eyes helps. Needless to say, this added to my inability to sleep, and I didn't have a facecloth in my hand luggage.

Eventually, at 1 am (South African time) we were "woken up" (i.e. the internal lights came back on) for breakfast. Why they felt we needed breakfast at that time of the morning, I'm still not sure. We had only had dinner 5 hours before and it was 2 am in the current time zone. Breakfast was, however,  a pretty good continental spread and since it gave me something to occupy my time, I ate some of it (including another croissant).

At some point - this latter part of the flight blurs in my memory a little, I saw someone nearby watching Thomas the Tank Engine on their TV screen. I haven't seen Thomas on TV for I don't know how long, so I switched to the kiddies' channel. I actually think I recognised the story from the books we have. It was about Gordon getting stuck in the snow. Rather apt since it was -40 degrees Celsius outside the plane. I also figured out that if I wet one of the paper towels for hand-drying, I could put it over my face and it helped my nose feel less dry. They were fairly firm sheets of paper and didn't disintegrate when you wet them. I'm not sure what everyone thought of me lying there with a wet paper towel over my nose, but I was passed caring.

At around 3 am South African time (5 am Dubai time) we began our landing. It was starting to get light so there was actually a little more of the runway to be seen.

The Dubai airport is very nice. It is similar to Durban's, in its long shiny passages, but far bigger and the section we were in had much better shops.

We had four hours before our next flight so we wandered around. The first shop we came to was a curio shop. It was the first time in my life I had seen a curio shop that wasn't (Southern) African, so it was quite exciting to see souvenirs other than the Big 5 and related African things. We can be grateful that we have the Big 5 in Africa (elephant, lion, leopard, buffalo and rhino) plus other animals like  the zebra, giraffe and various kinds of buck. In Dubai, apparently, they only have camels. So the entire shop was full of camel-goodies in all sorts of shapes and sizes. For some variation there were also a few pack-donkey souvenirs. And then there were lots of pictures of their more famous buildings. It made for an interesting browse. The rest of the shops weren't so exciting. Lots of perfume, tobacco, chocolate and other expensive goods. We got quite a nice view of the city from a distance and even got to see the tallest building in the world. It was really hazy and far away, though, so it doesn't show up on any of our photographs.

We also realised we had no idea what the Dubai exchange-rate/currency conversion was. We went to an exchange desk and discovered it was roughly R2 to one of the Emirates currency (the name of which has escaped my mind). We used my dad's travel card to buy some post cards and tried to find somewhere for a second breakfast (now that it was a reasonable hour). We weren't very hungry so we went to a coffee shop where my dad had tea and I had coffee. I only recently started drinking coffee and I take it very weak so I knew it was a risk getting it there, but I had gone an entire night without sleep. I ordered a latte and asked them to make it even weaker than usual. I wondered if people in Dubai even know what weak coffee is. Somehow, I was able to drink it and actually began to enjoy it towards the end (I had poured in a lot of sugar). So I can say, at least, that I've drunk coffee in an Arab country.

The second flight would have been quite enjoyable if I wasn't so tired. Now that it was day time, I could watch the images from the aeroplane's cameras on my screen in addition to the computer generated map. We were now sitting in the middle two of the middle aisle seats so there was no chance of seeing out the windows. We spent quite some time flying over Iraq. It looked so pretty from the air, you would never guess its war-torn state. At one stage there was a really massive river/body of water in sight. I'm fairly sure it was the Tigris. It makes me kind of excited to say I've flown over the Tigris.

I should probably point out that the on-screen map only gave names of towns and not countries so we had to work out which country we were over. Thankfully my dad is good at knowing that sort of thing. I think after Iraq we flew over Syria (possibly via Iran) and then Turkey. We crossed into Europe over the Black Sea (I can't remember, for all my Narnian friends, if we also saw the Caspian Sea before that). Interestingly, when we got to the Black Sea, we flew over water in preference to flying over (coastal) land as had been the practice.

I tried sleeping again at various points, but to no avail. My nose was still dry and I now had a permanent wet cloth over it. I think the girl next to me must have thought me really odd between that and my excited comments to my dad about the places we were flying over. She didn't say a single word to me the entire trip. After lunch, another cooked meal, (I wasn't really hungry, but I ate the breadrolls and biscuit), I saw the above-mentioned girl watching The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe on her screen. This plane had a fancier system than the first and allowed you to pick a movie and watch it in your own time (the first plane had scheduled programmes). I thought I'd watch it too, but when I saw Prince Caspian was also an option, I chose it instead. 

I haven't seen it since it came out in the cinemas and it is generally disapproved of by Narnian fans, so I wanted to see if it was really as bad as I've come to remember. At the same time, I was so tired so I thought it might even help me sleep. To begin with, I listened to the soundtrack with my eyes closed. It was an interesting experience listening to, rather than actually watching, the film. 

(A random funny bit of information which TLCers might enjoy - VDT was also one of the films available and I'd have watched it if I hadn't seen it recently, plus it's the only one I have on DVD. The funny part was that all the films were on the list of "Disney Movies" available despite the fact that Disney did not make the third Narnia film.)

I didn't see the whole thing because I did something wrong trying to pause the film and my TV crashed. One of the attendants restarted the system for me and I fast-forwarded it to where I thought I was. Only after the credits came up did I notice that I'd missed the most important part of the film - the dual between Miraz and Peter. The lack of sleep was clearly catching up to me.

We were well into Western Europe now, so I gave up on the film-watching and went back to watching the aeroplane's camera. Europe was a lot cloudier than the Middle East, but some parts I did see were very pretty. Eventually we crossed the channel and I got my first sight of England :-)

England was very pretty from the air and I started to get excited for the first time. We seemed to take forever to land, and circled round many times before descending towards the airport.
Heathrow was clearly a much older airport than Durban and Dubai. It lacked the shiny "newness" of the other two. I didn't get to see too much of it though. We were booked through border control, collected our luggage and then made our way to the bus terminal. On the way I saw a SIM card vending machine so I had a look at the options. Vodaphone had an option which gives you 60 free international minutes so I got it. I didn't realise, however, that I had to top up with airtime separately.

We were spending the first night with a friend of my mum's in Hungerford so we booked a combined bus-ride to Reading followed by a train-ride to Hungerford. At Reading station I bought some airtime so I could actually phone the lady we would be staying with.

I felt like we'd been running non-stop so it was such a relief when we finally arrived at her house. After a much-needed shower, supper and a phone-call to my mum, I went straight to bed. I slept so well that I didn't notice I was still wearing my earrings till I woke up the next morning.

We didn't sleep in too late the next morning because we still had to make the trip to Oxford. I was so relieved to be travelling by car. I don't think I'll ever complain about making a long-distance trip by car again.

We arrived at Worcester college, Oxford some time after 12. I had just enough time to meet with the Graduate Assistant before she closed her office for the weekend. After unloading my stuff, we went to find my dad's accommodation and then had a late lunch at the Covered Market.

And there I will leave off my post for another one about my first week in Oxford which should hopefully follow shortly.

Wednesday, 28 September 2011

Departure and arrival

I appologise that it has taken me so long to get a post up, but here is the first one at last. It's just some photos from the airports and my flight to London. I've been here just under a week and am loving Oxford. I have lots more photos (of Oxford, my college, my room, squirrels, ducks, hedgehogy-things and more) and will try get them up shortly. I will also try to post a more detailed update soon.

Farewell Durban

        
Passing through Dubai

          


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Monday, 19 September 2011

Of lasts, farewells and lost voices

I've just completed my last full week and last weekend in South Africa. On Monday, I went to the bank and transferred my money into my Barclays account. The final exchange rate was £1= R11.72. Considering that the exchange rate that they cite on TV is half-way between the buying and selling rates, that's actually not bad (although two months ago, it would have been much better). But that's how it is, and as my mum pointed out, the Lord is in control.

On Tuesday the courier company finally delivered my Barclays debit card. What a relief! That's pretty much the last technical issue I needed to sort out so if felt good having that out of the way (*sigh*)
I mentioned in my last detailed post that my netbook's touchpad/mouse function was misbehaving. It was absolutely fine on Monday, but on Tuesday it started playing up again. It's like the "left click" freezes and refuses to work any more. I took it back to the place that had fixed the previous problem. Of course, when I tried to show them what was wrong, everything worked perfectly. So I've left it with them to "play with" until it misbehaves. I still haven't heard from them. If they haven't solved the problem by tomorrow, I'll have to go fetch it and take it over as it is.

Last Wednesday and Thursday, I did some more packing, and even weighed my bags to see how they are doing. My hand luggage is a little overweight, so I might have to transfer some of the things in it to my main luggage or my dad's bags. My main luggage was only about 22kgs and the bag is almost full. I don't think I need to worry about being overweight there (Emirates allows you to take 30kgs as opposed to the normal 20 kgs offered by most airlines).

On Thursday afternoon I went to the dentist for a check-up. I haven't been to the dentist since I had my wisdom teeth out in 2004. It's not that I hate or fear dentists that badly. I just "never get around" to making an appointment. The dentist wasn't very happy that I hadn't been in 7 years, but when he looked in my mouth and saw there was nothing wrong, it seemed to placate him. Thanks to my mum feeding us on fluoride tablets when I was young, I still have not a single filling in my mouth :-)

Thursday evening was my last Church music practice. I've been playing the keyboard (and occasionally the piano) in church since 2003. It was a good practice and I felt rather nostalgic leaving.

Friday was a very busy day. My mum and I went shopping early (8.30). I had a doctor's appointment at 11 in Durban so we went straight from the shops to town. We got there a little early, which was just as well. I had a number of forms from Worcester College that I needed to fill in and post. Since our postal services don't work on Saturdays and Sundays, I had to post them that day. (We were strictly instructed to post the forms and not bring them with us to Oxford. It takes at least a week for post to get from here to England, and I'm arriving in Oxford this Friday. If I waited any longer, I would arrive there before the forms - which still might happen). The doctor gave me letters for the new doctors in Oxford and a the airport personal, should they query the medicine I have with me.

After the doctor my mum and I went for a light lunch at the Bulwer Road Art Gallery. From there I went to University for my first farewell party. I had a bring-and-share tea with friends and colleagues from the Linguistics and Classics departments. I had every intention to take photos at the party, but was so caught up in chatting to everyone, I completely forgot :-P

Friday evening was my last night at youth. I've been attending youth every term-time Friday since mid 2000. The first 5 years, I was a youth group member, the second 5 a leader at senior youth and this year a junior youth leader. One of the girls there gave me a bunch of "second-hand" flowers she "found" outside one of the classrooms and gave it to me as "an early farewell present". It was so sweet. I also got a balloon from one of the other leaders which he turned into a "hedgehog balloon" >'.'<

Saturday was "tidy the house day". My second farewell was on Sunday (yesterday) to which Church friends, family and other close friends came. I was privileged to have one friend from primary school, one from high school and one from university. Yesterday morning was my last church service. It was a really good service and again bitter-sweet. The turnout at my farewell was quite overwhelming. It was 34°C (=92°F), unusually hot for September. It was like I got one last taste of a South African summer before I plunge into the depths of the British winter. Today is cold and overcast thanks to a cold front and I think tomorrow will be similar. I even got to wear "summer clothes," which was convenient since most of my smart warm clothes are already packed. (I didn't have to dress up in my shabby "leftovers" for my party :-P)

We had a bring-and-share lunch and I had a lovely time. The church kids (of which there are many) had such a ball playing in our swimming pool. I don't think that pool has ever seen so many kids before, certainly not in recent years. I was given a number of small and practical gifts, which I may list and show photos of at a later stage.


One of the ladies from Church, who does cake decorating, made me a cake with hedgehog decorations. They are made from icing and she designed them herself. Don't worry, we did take them off before cutting the cake and no one's eaten them...yet.


Thanks so much to everyone who came to my farewells, gave me a gift or a card, or wished me well in another way.

Overall, it was a busy but good week. It would have been perfect if I hadn't developed a cough and sore throat over the weekend. I started with a cough on Thursday evening. By Friday evening I was losing my voice and on Saturday it had almost gone (I had to spend the day whispering). It seemed to be a bit better yesterday, but is still not good today. Please pray that it heals by Wednesday, and especially that it doesn't develop into a head cold. I don't fancy flying with a running nose (though I guess I could just pretend I was crying).

This morning I had to wake up early and say a final farewell to my sister. She's gone back to boarding school and I won't see her again :-(

Two more sleeps!

Sunday, 11 September 2011

Packing Pics

This post complements the one I posted last night, If you haven't read it, I suggest you do so as it covers far more exciting events than what these photos suggest. This post is also me experimenting with posting photographs and trying to figure out the best way to do so on this blog. The pictures show various stages of packing.

clothes on the bed                                                   choosing scarves

attempt 1: roll                                                      attempt 2: fold

filling...                                                                       ...up

hand luggage

Saturday, 10 September 2011

Two Weeks

Thanks for all the packing advice. I've gone mostly with folding with a bit of rolling and stuffing thrown in. I've still got a few things I can't pack yet (since I need stuff to wear in the next week and a bit ;-) ) and I'm not quite sure what I'm going to do with my two big jersey/jackets (I can only wear one of the plane). Special thanks to Heike, Vmum and the people I spoke to on chat (Aslie, Kristi and Stew were there - sorry if I've left anyone out).

Technically, I hit the two week mark on Wednesday. So now it's less that two weeks before I leave. This is my second-to-last weekend in South Africa.

I've had and interesting week. But I've managed to accomplish a few things I said I would get done and everything seems to be on track (well almost). I finally managed to get Skype to work on my computer. In the process I also discovered that I hate both Linux and Windows Vista.

Linux (Ubuntu) is what I have on my netbook. For all it's faults, Ubuntu is a whole lot better than the pathetic version "Linux Linpus Lite" my 'book came installed with. I wanted to install Windows last year, but this machine's a little old and can't handle anything newer than XP - something rather hard to get these days. So I installed Ubuntu as a suitable compromise. The main problem I had was trying to get the sound on my Skype to work. The microphone simply refused to pick up any sound. I discovered that Skype thought I had a programme I actually didn't have - and I couldn't find it to install it or change the settings. Anyway, after half a day's stress and a headache (turned migraine by the evening) I somehow succeeded in getting it to work. Unfortunately in making the input control loud enough to pick up my voice, it also ends up picking up the computer's fan and other background noises. But it's better than nothing. 

(Unfortunately, my laptop has also decided that its mouse functioning will intermittently refuse to work. It was doing this when I first got it back from repairs a few weeks ago, but the problem fixed itself; today it has started misbehaving again. I am going to buy a proper laptop when I get to Oxford, but the netbook is useful for quick portability. Please pray that I can get this mouse problem sorted out before I leave).

We have Windows Vista on our home desktop. We happened to buy the computer when Vista had just come out and so are stuck with the shortest-lived Windows system until such a time as we can upgrade it to 7. It has some very strange settings and is not user-friendly. I'm teaching my mum how to use email and Skype on this computer and have tried to make it as simple as possible (the fewer options available the better). But there are some things you can't change. These fancy gadgets are all very well for someone well acquainted with the computer world. But when you're teaching someone from scratch you really want only the basics. Vista doesn't give you such an option. In addition, I've tried to block the automatic updates notices from popping up in my mum's account and confusing her. But they keep returning to haunt us. It's very frustrating.

Enough about computers. My current hassle is organising my finances. When I first got the money for my scholarship, we went straight to the bank and asked the best way to get the money transferred to the UK. Because I bank with ABSA (a South African bank that belongs to Barclays) they suggested I open a Barclays account in South Africa and transfer the money before leaving. It sounded simple enough.

A Barclays rep came to meet us and filled out all the forms. She said all we needed was to wait a week or so for my card to be delivered and I could do the transfer. It would be a cheque account with debit card, internet and telephonic banking. When I get to Oxford I can transfer to a Student account. So I waited.

About 2 weeks later, I got a phone call from the courier service saying they would bring my card between 12 and 2 pm the next day.

The next day at 10am, they arrived and gave me a letter with my pin number. They explained that they were not allowed to deliver my card and pin on the same day, and that I should receive my card in 2 days.

Two days later (this is Friday 26 Aug now), I got my second phone call from them. The lady said that the package with my card was in Johannesburg and would be delivered to me the next week. The next Tuesday (30 Aug) I got my third phone call. They arranged to bring the package to my house between 12 and 2 pm. They eventually arrived at 2.30 pm and instead of my debit card, they gave me a letter with my pass code for the telephonic and internet banking. Okay, now what?

The following week, this Tuesday (6 Sept), there was still no sign of my card, so I phoned the lady from Barclays and she emailed the courier service to ask what is going on. Finally, this Thursday I received my fourth phone call. They arranged to bring my card between 12 and 2 pm on Friday. I specifically mentioned that they must not come before 12 as I would be out with my mother.

At 9.30 am yesterday (Friday 9 Sept) I got my fifth phone call while out shopping with my mum. The courier guy said he had just been to my house, but no one was home. He asked when I would be home, so I told him 12 (as per the arrangement).

We rushed to make sure we were home in time, and the guy arrived just after 12. He handed me a sealed package this time, instead of an just envelope. That was encouraging. I could feel the card inside. I took it in and opened it. It wass a card alright, but not like any debit card I'd ever seen. There's no magnetic strip or numbers on it. I read the accompanying letter and letter and discovered: this is my card with the information I need for telephone and internet banking. Not my debit card!

And I still had no idea what my account number was!

Then I remembered that I'd got a letter in the post on Thursday from the courier service saying they have my package but didn't have my correct contact details. I had ignored it because it was the same day they had phoned me so I figured they'd worked out my details.

Now I realise that the letter was about a different package - the one with my debit card. So I phoned the number and they confirmed that they sill have a package with me. "What province are you located in?" the lady asked. I answered. "Oh" said the lady, "I don't know why they returned it to us in Johannesburg. We'll return it to your province and you should hear from them on Monday or Tuesday." Since they never deliver on the day they phone, this means I might not get it till Wenesday. Exactly one week before I leave.

The way some people work is completely unfathomable. How can they not have my phone number if they were able to phone me for all the other packages? How can they not know what province I'm in when it is clearly written on the package address (and the letter which they sent me saying they couldn't hold of me?)

Next time I am just transferring my money onto a cash passport and taking it over that way! *sigh*

There is one piece of good news in the light of all this. I have finally worked out my account number from activating the internet banking facilities. So I can transfer the money on Monday even if I don't have my card yet. And there may be another positive result. The Pound-Rand exchange rate has recovered slightly since its terrible drop a couple of weeks back. I'm not sure how banks do the conversion (I know their rate will be more than what you read in the financial reports) but it may be that the rate will be more in my favour than it would have been had I received the card and made the transfer when I was supposed to.

Well, that's a little of what I've been going through this week. I hope next week's a little better and involves less of these computer- and bank-related frustrations.


On the list for this week is a visit to the bank, a (long overdue) dentistappointment on Thursday, a visit with the doctor on Friday to get all my medical letters and information that I will need for the move, a farewell party on Friday afternoon with my university friends and colleagues, another farewell on Sunday....lets just say it will be a busy week.

11 more sleeps!

Wednesday, 7 September 2011

Firsts

My trip to Oxford involves a lot of firsts for me. Here are some of them:

First time on an aeroplane
Yes, shock and horror! At my time of life I have never once flown on a plane. This is not from fear or necessity, but from circumstances. I have never once had to travel somewhere such that taking an aeroplane was necessary. When I went to Cape Town in 2000 and Namibia in 2005 with my family - we made a road trip of it. Mozambique can be reached in a day, so we drove there too.

First time out of (Southern) Africa
A glance at my passport will reveal that I have, in fact, travelled outside of South Africa on three different occasions. The first was just over the border into Lesotho. This was a day trip up the famous Sani Pass. The following year, I travelled with my family to Namibia (the first and only time I have been outside of my normal timezone, as they have daylight savings and switch their clocks back an hour in winter). Two years later, I spent a week in Mozambique on a church missions trip. We travelled through Swaziland to get to Mozambique - that is the shortest route - bring my tally of countries I've visited up to 4.
 
First time in the Northern Hemisphere
That's kind of obvious from my previous points. I still remember when we were travelling through Namibia and unexpectedly passed a sign saying "Tropic of Capricorn". We made my dad stop and have the picture of my sister and I standing next to the sign. I haven't been much further north than that.

First real Autumn and Winter
In my home town we have very mild winters, so much so that they are described as equivalent to the British summer. We also generally have evergreen trees here so Autumn is terribly boring and hardly marked as a season at all.

First Winter Christmas
Yep, those who've lived in the North all their lives may find it hard to believe, but we celebrate Christmas in the summer. (No we don't have Christmas at a different time of year - the seasons are swapped in the Northern and Southern hemispheres ;-) ). This makes this year rather interesting for me season-wise:
Jan-March: Summer
April-May: Autumn
June-August: Winter
September: Spring
October-November: Autumn
December...: Super Winter
Since my birthday is 4 days before Christmas I am praying for a white birthday and Christmas.

First time seeing snow falling
I sincerely hope this will happen. I'm assured that it should. I have only seen snow twice in my life. The first time was in Grade 4, when it snowed within about an hour's drive from home. We drove up the next day to "play in the snow". The second time was in 2004 (Grade 11). Again it snowed fairly close to home. The next day I was travelling with my school class on a week's excursion. There was sill snow on the side of the road, so we stopped the bus and got out to see and play in it. We were only there for about half an hour before we had to get back in the bus and move on. On both occasions the snow had stopped falling and the day was actually quite warm.

First time living away from home
I've lived with my parents (in the same house) my entire life. Apart from excursions, camps and holidays I have known only one home and one bed. Now for the first time I will be fully independent in a new "home". This is both an exciting and thrilling yet terrifying prospect.

There are many more firsts which I will experience, but these are the ones that spring to mind. With only two weeks to go, I'm not sure how I feel. But I thank the Lord for giving me this opportunity and pray for his protection through all these firsts...